he was telling Claire that I never wanted this baby, that I had only agreed to surrogacy because he begged me, and that once our son was born, he would have enough evidence to ensure I never saw him again. The words kept coming, each one a blade sliding between my ribs—how he had gathered medical records to prove I never bonded with the pregnancy, how he intended to file for sole custody before I even left the hospital. I sat there, hand clamped over my mouth, realizing the man I had loved through four failed fertility treatments had been building a case against me while I slept beside him. Continue reading…