We had tried for years. After the fourth negative test, Ethan held me with a patience that felt infinite, whispering that we would find another way. When he brought home the surrogacy paperwork, I saw it as resurrection—a chance to rebuild the family we had mourned. He chose Claire, a mother of two with a warm laugh, and for a while, we visited her together, bringing vitamins and pillows, feeling like partners again. Then the solo trips began. Continue reading…